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[timberheart]

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C H E R R Y S O N G

so - i - bare - my - skin

AND COUNT MY SINS

My mother, Paramore, and father, Cloudheart named me Cherrysong.
I was born 34 moons ago.
I belong to Shadowclan.
I have no sisters.
I have one brother, named Vetis (Foxpaw).
I am a female who finds males very attractive.

and - i - close - my - eyes

AND I TAKE IT IN

&&appearance -

Cherrysong is a large burnt orange tabby with sky blue eyes.

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when - the - day - has - come

THAT I'VE LOST MY WAY AROUND

&&persona -

Cherry holds herself to a certain standard - a standard that higher than what most would give themselves. She has no issue with self confidence, unless you call having too much of it an issue. She holds her up with pride because she has pride, and the ego to go along with it. Not that she thinks she is pretty or seductive in any way, she just likes who she is. She is confident in her personality, in who she is. She doesn't care what others think because they are below her. Everyone is below her in her mind. She doesn't pretend to be a goddess, but she certainly would not object to being called one. With her appearance and smooth voice, she could certainly be mistaken for one by a fool.

She does not hunt, nor will she fight unless specifically called upon to do so. Such things are for cats much, much lower than her. She believes herself to be the kind of warrior who is better suited to be supervising than actually doing things. So often times you'll find her walking around the territory scolding warriors and apprentices who seem to be doing nothing. She has a knack for finding wrong doers, so watch out when she's around. She doesn't have any real power, and whether or not a cat will listen to what she says is their problem. She's just trying to help them out. She can be seen as annoying and bossy and overpowering, which she is. So, there's not really much to say on that. She just doesn't care what others think about her. Mostly because in her mind, everyone is below her. She has yet to find a cat who she has thought to be more than vermin.

She is not someone to be sympathetic or have an ounce of empathy within her. She simply just doesn't care unless it concerns her. At all. Sure she cares about the clans, but not really in the way "oh I'll die for my clan and the code". She just respects them, but not their leaders. Even leaders are not above her, not surprisingly. They don't even have nine lives anymore, in her mind they are simply glorified warriors. And will never be anything else unless she deems someone fit to be called a leader. (She won't even refer to them as leaders to their face. She's just that arrogant.) She respects the position they hold, but they will never be able to control her. They may suggest she do something, but that in no way means she will follow it.

She can be very crude. Very. She has not an ounce of care for other's feelings. She is the text book definition for a narcissist. Not only is a narcissist, but she is also a sociopath. She is a dangerous combination of mental ailments, and trust me she isn't one that you would want on your enemy list. She is a much better friend, or well, at least business partner. She isn't really capable of having friends, or feeling care toward anyone at all. Everyone is an object to her, pawns to be used and played as she sees fit. Her selfishness, however, will be her downfall. She thinks nothing of anyone else, mostly because she doesn't know what it feels like to care about someone and never will. So, if you have an agreement, let's say, with her and someone comes along and offers her something better, she will not think twice about double crossing you. In fact, she might even rejoice in it. She enjoys seeing other's in pain. She loves to see them cry and to hurt. It makes her feel strong, for she has never shed a tear in her life. She is incapable of doing so.

She doesn't try to hide her selfishness. She doesn't hide that she thinks that she is everything, and no one will ever be above her. She doesn't need to. No one knows the depth of her desires, no one knows what she dreams about at night. She knows that ruling the clan, being leader would not be a good position. No, you are restricted by duty and politics. She would prefer to just be able to pull the strings, to be the real ruler behind the clan. Not all, just hers. But she tells no one that. She knows what they would say if they found out. She doesn't want to be supreme ruler of all, she's much too lazy for that. She would let someone else rule it while she made all the decisions. That would be her ideal place. Or even worshipped as a goddess. She would be the she-cat to fake having signs from Starclan just to have her name whispered by all the clans. She is currently plotting that in her mind, but hasn't found a good way to execute it by the way. But as soon as she does, you can bet your fresh-kill that she will implement it. In a heart beat.

when - the - sky - turns - to - gray

AND EVERYTHING IS SCREAMING

T I M B E R H E A R T

i'll - follow - you

IF YOU FOLLOW ME

My mother, STONEPELT, and father, who is unknown named me TIMBERHEART.
I was born 23 moons ago.
I belong to THUNDERCLAN.
I have no sister.
I have 1 brother, named OAKTAIL.
I am a FEMALE who finds MALES very attractive.

you - know - my - head

YOU KNOW MY GAZE

&&appearance -

Timberheart is an average sized dark brown tabby with white patches and brown eyes.

you'd - know - my - heart

IF YOU KNEW YOUR PLACE

&&persona -

First and foremost, Timberheart is not elegant, in any way. Being raised around three brothers, you can imagine that she is a tom boy if there ever was one. She is not eloquent either. In fact, she doesn't have any sort of manners. She does what she wants, says what she wants, and could not care less about what others think of it. If she wants to play in mud in front of all the clan leaders, by god she'll do it! She doesn't care who's around, or who's watching. She isn't the least bit fazed by authority. This way of life has made her very blunt and very truthful. She doesn't care who you are, she'll tell you exactly what she thinks. Let's just say being "politically correct" isn't on her list of priorities. At all. Anywhere. It's nonexistent. She doesn't even have that word in her vocabulary.

She is a she-cat to follow her heart for every decision. She doesn't waste time thinking abut things. She goes with her gut reaction, and would rather not have time to think about things. Because when she thinks, she second guesses herself, and when she second guesses herself, she ends being wrong. So it's best just to go with her initial reaction and hope for the best. Now just because she's impulsive and truthful, doesn't mean she's judgmental. In fact, she's quite the open-hearted gal. She doesn't judge on rumors or whispers. She'll size you up from the first time she sees you, assess you from there, and then move on with her life. It's not her business to try to give advice to the lost or scold the wayward. Rather, she's one to accept every way of life and personality, telling herself that not everyone will be like her.

She's a very good listener, on that note. And a very good secret keeper. Seeing as she doesn't really participate in the normal female gossiping (because she's probably out training somewhere), and she doesn't really have any friends due to her antisocialness (which we will discuss later) so basically, she doesn't have anyone to tell a secret too. She's likes to avoid serious conversations, and would rather just participate in small talk. She loathes being serious, which is why most of the time she's just blunt in her head. If you ask her opinion, be prepared to get it, but more often than not she likes to keep her thoughts in her head. Not that she's scared of what you'll think, it's just that she'd rather talk about the weather. So much interesting.

Timberheart in a she-cat that would rather be in her own head than talking with someone else. She doesn't avoid cats, but she certainly isn't a bubbly, social butterfly. She does like to have fun, just she'd rather have it by herself. She isn't necessarily awkward in conversations, she just might stare at you for a while before responding to whatever question you asked, debating whether or not she actually wants to answer. But you never know what's going to come out of her mouth.

Being as impulsive as she is, it would be a miracle if she didn't have a temper. But, there's no Starclan, so why would there be a miracle? Because she does. She is quick to get angry, but only over big things. Most little things she can let go and breathe through it, but you can bet she's clawing your eyes in her mind. But Starclan help you if you lie to or betray her because you'll be lucky to survive the night. When she gets mad, she goes into a blind rage and just tears anything and everything in path. She will hunt you down and won't stop until she feels satisfied you have paid for your betrayal. The thing is, most of the time she feels guilty afterwards. And she remembers everything. Every word she uttered, every claw she raised, every blow she made it. But within in a day or two, the guilt is gone. Because she knows life's too short to live in the past.

cure - this - wait

I HATE THIS WAIT